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Assalamualaikum, hi there :) Selamat pagi..
Pagi ini aku sampai si satu ayat Al-Qur'an yang bikin air mataku keluar. Iya, seperti judul post ini, ayat 128 dari Qur'an surat At-Taubah :

"Sungguh, telah datang kepadamu seorang Rasul dari kaummu sendiri,
berat terasa olehnya penderitaan yang kamu alami,
(dia) sangat menginginkan (keimanan dan keselamatan) bagimu,
penyantun dan penyayang terhadap orang-orang yang beriman."

:' I don't now how to describe, rasanya sangat menyentuh ke dalam hati.. ketika diberitahu bahwa Rasulullah sangat menyayangi kita, "berat terasa olehnya penderitaan yang kamu alami." perasaan berat melihat penderitaan yang dialami orang lain tidak mungkin dirasakan oleh orang yang hanya sekedar mengenal kita. Kita bahkan tidak mengenal Rasulullah, bahkan Rasulullah tidak pernah melihat kita. Tapi perhatikan dan baca berulang ayat itu.. Ya Allah.. kasih sayang Rasulullah mencakup seluruh umatnya.. even in his death he said "ummati...ummati...ummati.." how can we say that he's not amazing? Salla'alaikallah Ya Rasulullah..
"(dia) sangat menginginkan keimanan dan keselamatan bagimu" Padahal kita sendiri kadang lupa, dan tidak peduli apakah kita sudah betul-betul beriman dan selamat? Sedang keimanan dan keselamatan adalah dua hal terbesar yang kita akan sangat beruntung jika mendapatkannya. How can we live success in akhirat if we have no imaan? dan bagaimana jadinya jika kita bukan termasuk orang-orang yang selamat? ada  yang bisa menjamin? Allah..dosa-dosaku tak terhitung bagai debu..:' Rasulullah menginginkan perkara yang akan membuat kita bahagia, the real happiness.. :'
Padahal aku sangat jarang mengingatnya, shalawatku tak banyak, what can I do to show my love for you Yaa Rasulullah.. :'

I will try to do my best to live my life, As you taught me. I pray to be close to you..On that day and see you smile..When you see me.. (Maher Zain, The Chosen One)
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Hallo assalamu'alaikum there! thank you for coming and good evening, I have a BIG thing to share, may be some people know already what's that about.. yes, it's about my THESIS, my THESIS DEFENSE and I GRADUATEEEE! Can't believe that I'm not a student anymore huaaaaa! :''') but by the way I am not ready for that topic, today I have something to share well it's sharing time! :)

I have a morning chitchat with my friend. We're talking about tea..

O    : make your teatime like a beautiful break from the hectic world
me  : my world now is  "a break-world" :p
O    : hahaha ur world is just fine, isn't it?
me  : standard :I
O    : If you said standard, I might say my life is standard too
me  : you will feel "my life is wonderful" if..what?

- - - - -

Well, that starting topic. You will feel that your life is wonderful if what?
having a great job or bussines, lots of money, pretty and shalihah wife or admiring husband, nice house, a driver, cute children, many things :)
but as my friend said, "that's not what makes people happy actually because there will always a "want" after a "want" has fulfilled, and the "want" growing bigger and higher and there's no end in it." RIGHT! and my friend continue, "gratitude. Being "orang yang pandai bersyukur" will makes me saying, "my life is wonderful!" it's up to Him giving what He wants. For I know He knows the best for me."
See, Just simply the word "gratitude", will make people say "my life is wonderful". (ps; 'gratitude feeling' is not about saying "alhamdulillah" and that's all. I'm sure it won't make you say that you life is wonderful. But grtitude is more than that. It's about the feeling.)
When you feel grateful,
the real grateful,
however the condition,
even if you have no money,
you are poor,
what will you feel?
you will feel um..like you wanna cry or even you really cry. It's not because you feel that your life is wonderful BUT...
"Oh GOD YOU're so wonderful Maa Syaa ALLAH.. all praises to YOU."
It's not about your life anymore, but your GOD! after you feel that GOD is so much wonderful, then you realize that you have done nothing to your GOD, and it will courage you to pray more and get closer and closer to HIM, and then you feel so close with HIM, THAT IS! 
THAT what WONDERFUL is. (for me, may be we should try to prove it.)

So when I say that my life is standard, I feel like my life being not really close with HIM. May be the right word is not standard but "hampa". Shalat just get shalat, not read Qur'an as much as my heart want/need, or not doing something useful. When I flashback to the part of my life when I'm feel so happy or wonderful, what I remember is when I cried in a shalat and after shalat just because I surrender my self, my whole world to HIM. It's when I felt that I have nobody that I can surrender, even the closest person in my life, when I'm feel so alone and can't ask any help to anyone but Allah. Not when I have lots of money, not when I can buy anything I want, really.. Oh it was wonderful :'
when we crying just because we really surrender a whole thing in life to Allah who created us, we said, Oh Allah I'm so grateful that I belongs YOU, only YOU, YOU created me, so I surrender my WHOLE LIFE to YOU, only to YOU, YOU make me live in this world, so Guided me to become a person that you love in this world, I'm nothing without YOU, make me close to YOU.. innashalati, wa nusuki, wa mahyaya, wamamati, LILLAHirabbil'alamin.. my shalat, my pray, my life, my death, IT'S ALL FOR YOU... LORD of the Universe...

"A Wonderful things can be found even in the darkest of times if we remembers to turn on the light."
the light of what? We all know :)

In every condition, grateful. Feel the gratitude.
Syukur membawa kita pada kebesaran Allah, lalu kita merasa tak ada apa-apanya, karena itu kita meningkatkan kedekatan kita kepadaNya, lalu kita merasakan nikmatnya mendekat padaNya, nikmatnya berpasrah kepadaNya, and it's wonderful.

Have a Wonderful life.
See you.. :)

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