Bismillah. Salam everyone :) Hope live being nice to you and may Allah SWT. easier your ways. Same hope here, Hopefully All the things I have to done can be done in an easy way and smoothly; I can finish my Intern Report sooner and do great works for my office projects! Projects coming and coming again, unexpected. It's awesome and I'm so grateful but also I'm so...so... worry about my campus assignments and thesis. I can't choose one of them because both are important. I hope my Intern Report can be finished this week, but suddenly I have to go to office and got projects which also have to be done in few days. Is that mean that my Intern Report must be delayed? Ya I think so, the deadline of office Projects is closer.  By the way here I wanna share about my last Internship period. Yes my Intern period has ended since August but I still go there about twice (or more) a month to have meeting or meet (let's say) client. :)

It was so sad when my last day of Internship period came. Remember I have to say good bye to Mba Hanna, Mas Adit, Mba Donna, Mba Nova, Mba Chichi, Mas Dede anndddd many many moreeeee I can't mention one by one :') (But the fact is I still go there for sometimes, hihi) On the last Monday before I leave; when we had Internal meeting as usual, I said "this is my last week I'm here Mba XD.." Then Mba Donna (my manager) said, "oh iyaa! Kalo gitu kita perpisahan, bikin agenda buka puasa bareng Irna." And we decided the time. I was happy and feels so appreciated :')

Internship is the greatest thing of my campus life, so far. So if you ask me what's most favorited from my campus life? It's internship.(beside having photo booth with friends, spending the night until morning at Benhil Printing, projecting all day and night long, 3 days trying hard to do not sleep more than 3 hours, and another 'creepy' things :') )  But the things that make it great can't be happened if I didn't face the steps; semester by semester, subject by subject in my class. yes it's all about 'connecting the dots'. So, bunch of thanks to my great lecturers :)

I will never forget those 4 month, I love people there and all the things over there. Good Bye Internship! :)

Unfortunately I didn't captured every events in my Internship Period. Actually there are still many activities but I don't have another picture :'p

And this is finally we had farewell (ya..little farewell) on my last day. We had dinner together at Sushi Tei. The very exciting moment was when all of them, one by one gimme some words..aaaa.. I love them :) I also gave some 'speech' to say thanks to them.. I recorded that moment so I can see the video anytime.

So it was our last time together in one time and place. I wanna say Thank youuuuu so so much for gave me a chance to get many things in this company, learn a lot I've never know before, treated me very nice like family. It was a very precious chance, precious time to improve my skills and behaves.

There is something that burns my spirit on the last day of my internship period; they are waiting for my 'return' to PHE ONWJ. Asked me to graduate FASTLY and back there soon.  hihihi... :) Let's see what Allah's perfect plan. The point is I have to do my best anywhere anytime. :)

Thank You Mba Donna, Mba Hanna, Mas Adit, Mba Chichi, Mas Hedi, Mba Nova, Mba Nisa, Mas Dede, Pa Agus, Pak De, Mas Bimo, Mba Wenny, Mba Fenita, Mba Patrice, Mba Amel, Mba Christina, Mba Lieke, Pak Johnly, Mba Dewi, Mas Alno, Mas Aldo, Mba Nuki, PDP, Pak Security lantai 3 (forgot his name,hihi) Mas Ajis, Mas Budi, Pak Supri, Drivers, etc. :)





"Irnaaa... Ga ada lo ga rame... pokoknya kamu harus pergi untuk kembali ya! I'll be missing u.." -Mba Hanna
"Dear Irna, Thank you for this 4 Months, sukses untuk Thesisnya.. ditunggu kehadirannya kembali ya.." -Mas Adit

I'm sure what I've got in my Internship period there will be very useful for my days ahead! Insha Allah :) See you on TOP, PHE ONWJ. Success!

Tuesday, September 17 2013.. Hari ini di rumah orang tua Irna, akan ada pengajian untuk Papa bersama anak-anak yatim. It's been three years Dad, I love you so much.

Jumat, 17 September 2010 ; Tiga tahun lalu sebelum adzan Subuh, Irna sedang memandikan Papa Irna, terus irna cium kening sama pipi beilau. Padahal sebelumnya Irna ga pernah berani.. biasanya cuma cium tangan kalau mau pergi dan baru pulang sekolah/les/main. Papa Irna penuh kharismatik, tegas, orang-orang segan sama beliau termasuk anak-anaknya juga, termasuk Irna juga. Tapi kalau udah kenal dekat, papa senengnya bikin orang ketawa, suka bercanda. Kadang meski ga terlalu lucu bercandanya, Irna suka ketawa di depan papa, soalnya Irna tau papa pengen bikin Irna ketawa. :')) Even I've never kissed him, but I love him so so much, He loves me so much, He bought anything I want, He was never angry for what I have done except when I cut my hair and make it short. My dad wanted his daughters to have a long hair. Once when I was in elementary school I had a hair cut, and it was very short and my dad was angry!! so bad!! and I was crying. Only that time he did that to me. He was never judge people, and very honest. He is the best. 

Allahummaghfirlahu.. warhamhu.. waafihi.. wafuanhu.. Semoga selalu mendapat nikmat di alam sana, Pa..

Well, having no Dad in this phase of life is..hard. Jika ada sesuatu yang membuat sedih di dunia ini, rasanya kesedihannya tidak begitu berat lagi, irna sudah merasakan kesedihan yang sangat berat, ditinggal papa. But how hard is life happens to every people, I'm sure they will go through it. The choice is we go through it sadly or patient-ly. Bagaimanapun cara kita menghadapinya, tetap akan terlewati karena waktu terus berjalan, kan? Beberapa hari lalu, lagi merasa sangat futur.. aku bilang.. I want a normal life, go to school and back home, meet mom and dad, having dinner together, and under their guidance and just focus to my study. Just like the other friends. But it won't happen to my life. My brothers and sisters, when they were in my age, they were never faced this kind of life, they had mom and dad. And when Dad gone, they had their own family already.. husband and wife. When I'm thinking about that I also understand that there are so many poor people who cannot school, they even have no parents, no home, how grateful I am. I still have mom, sisters, brothers, and I still can go to school and.. work.

"A smooth sea never made a skillful sailor." When I'm down and tired "why life isn't so smooth sometimes?", I remember that sentence and thought.. "oh.. may be I will be a 'skillful sailor'." But if I was too down, I said to my self  Oh I don't wanna be a skillful sailor, I've never asked that. I want a smooth sea.. yang penting aku beribadah dengan tenang..(ungkapan orang yang sedang payah sekali) padahal aku sebelumnya sangat merasakan ketika masalah datang, disitu ada nikmat berpasrah dan tawakkal kepada Allah.. nikmaat..sekali. Ada kala ketika sedang diuji dan sedih, tetap saja sedih.. sometimes I pretend to do not understand about Allah's perfect plan, the lessons, etc. Sad is sad no matter how I understand about it all. And sometimes I need to express whats inside and show how sad I am by crying alone in a bedroom (yeah!=women). But still, deep in my heart I really trust Allah is always amazing and have a perfect plan for me. I understand about connecting the dots, setelah kesulitan ada kemudahan, and everything about Allah yang akan membuat kita akan selalu merasa bersyukur dan tak akan pernah cukup ungkapan syukur itu meski tak pernah henti terucap karena terlalu banyak hal yang patut kita syukuri.. Tetapi mungkin ini buktinya kalau Allah memang menguji hamba-hambaNya dibatas kemampuannya. Kalau batasnya mencapai level 8, maka ujiannya juga di level 8. tidak di level 6 atau 7, karena mau ada peningkatan menuju level 9. Jadi tentu ada sulitnya, tapi pasti bisa melewatinya (atas kuasa Allah). Allah begitu luar biasa. Selalu ada pelajaran baru yang didapat dan yang terpenting mengerti satu hal lagi, bahwa ucap dan kata keluhan saja tercatat dan berakibat, seperti yang Irna tulis di post sebelumnya;

Satu kata dapat menampung apa saja; putus asa, sombong, tamak, dusta, tipu, dengki, gunjing, cerca, dan aniaya. Semua tercatat dan berakibat. "Semua ucap yang keluar dari lisan kita akan dihisab." Ujar Ibn. Abas "bahkan juga keluhan yang terdesis kala merasa sakit." betapa berat... :' (baca lengkapnya disini)

"Bersabarlah, karena tersimpan rahasia besar di dalamnya."

"Dan ketahuilah rahasia paling simpelnya; Bahwa di dunia ini, mau kita bersabar atau tidak waktu akan terus melaju, tidak akan berhenti ketika kita diuji dan dicoba, mau kita bersabar atau tidak urusan hidup tidak peduli, akan terus melesat. Maka sungguh beruntung orang-orang yang memilih bersabar. Dia akan dibalas atas apa yang telah dikerjakannya. Tidak akan tertukar." (Tere Liye)

Ada beberapa message atau bbm yang Irna baca kemarin.. Irna tulis dibawah seklian pamit yaa..semoga bermanfaat and see you in the next post :)

"Sungguh menakjubkan keadaan orang mukmin itu. Allah tidak menetapkan suat keputusan baginya melainkan keputusan itu adalah baik baginya. Jika ditimpa kesusahan, maka ia bersabar dan itu baik baginya. Jika mendapatkan kesenangan, maka dia akan bersyuku, maka yang demikian itu adalah baik baginya. Dan hal tersebut tidak akan menjadi milik seorang pun kecuali orang mukmin." (Mutafaq alaih)

"Ya Allah.. terima kasih Engkau masih memberikan kami makan hari ini.. pakaian untuk kami.. dan atap untuk kami berteduh.. Ya Allah.. kami berserah diri padaMu untuk segala urusan kami.. Engkaulah yang menggenggam jiwa kami.. bahkan kami tidak tahu apakah Engkau masih memberikan kami nikmat hidup esok hari.. Ya Allah.. sesungguhnya kami semua milikMu dan hanya padaMu kami kembali.. kemanapun kaki ini melangkah sesunguhnya kami melangkah menuju padaMu.. karena Engkaulah tempat kembali kami.. kapanpun Kau bisa menghentikan detak jantung ini.. betapa kami sangat bergantung padaMu.. tiada kuasa dalam menghadapi urusan kami tanpa kuasa dan pertolonganMu.. Ya Allah kami bertawakal padaMu.. kami tenang dengan mengakui kelemahan dan ketidakberdayaan kami dan menyerahkan segalanya hanya kepadaMu.. Yang Maha Kuasa Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang.."

Mba Agni menulis: Sungguh hanya perniagaan dengan Allah-lah yang paling menguntungkan..
Irna: Mba Agni, perniagaan dengan Allah itu gimana maksudnya?
Mba Agni: Kalau Agni memaknainya, apa yang kita lakukan karena Allah pasti Allah akan perhitungkan dengan adil,, saat kita berharap sesuatu yang baik dan menguatkan ibadah kita, Allah pasti memberikan hadiah yang terbaik yang tidak bisa diukur dengan timbangan manusia. Hal itu yag tidak bisa kita peroleh dari hubungan kita dengan sesama manusia.

Wassalam'alaikum :)

Salaam. As I promised, I'm gonna tell you about my Calligraphy competition. HERE WE GO!! but first, I'm so sad that today is my almost-last-day of my internship program in PHE ONWJ (which the really last day is tomorrow!) There are sooo many things I have not share yet here about my Internship. What I've got and what I've done. Ah! SO MANY!
Two posts before I showed my Calligraphy rite? If you have not see them, you can see here. :) Yes it's a competition in a Ramadhan event at my office.
On 25 July 2013, After Tabligh Akbar & Buka bersama, there was an auction (lelang) for the chosen Calligraphy, parcel, and kid's creations. And my Calligraphy was the chosen one! Alhamdulillah... I saw the most simple Calligraphy was mine. I said it's simple because I only put black and white and that's all. anther Calligraphy were colorful. I have any convenience and so shy if my calligraphy will not be sold quite expensive. Until.....

a man over there rised his hand and said "sepuluh juta!"
and then the price going higher and higher and stopped by a man who said "enam belas juta rupiah!"
And finally Irna's Calligraphy was sold at the price of 16 millions rupiah. And the man who bought it, named Pak Hamdion, live happily ever after :') (Another fairytale story) :p

Me and Pak Hamdion, Who bought my Calligraphy

Salam Ramadhan again! It was yesterday, some unremarkable moments happened. First, committee of Buka Puasa Bersama & Tabligh Akbar asked me to become a sari tilawah (what in English? :3) and said If I rejected, they will report to Mba Donna my manager, seems like I really have to be that one. On that event? Why Me...? I was so confused because I've no experience on it and...lil bit hard for me, dunno why. But finally of course I say 'yes.' And you know what? I was feelin so blue before the event start. Mual-mual, let's say..demam panggung, for the very first time feel that 'fever'. But well It's already happened..!! I can through it alhamdulillaah :')

Second, so grateful that Aa Hadi and Cece Kirani came to the event. The lessons is about Shalat, Mother, be better and better. I love the way Aa Hadi deliver messages, it's kinda easy and acceptable. 

"Jika kita ingin memperbaiki hidup kita, pekerjaan kita, rumah tangga, satu, perbaiki shalatnya."

me and Mas Aldo from PHE ONWJ. He was reciting Al-Quran beautifully. Qs. Ali Imran 102-105

Aa Hadi and Cece Kirani. She is so beautiful :')

and the last is about........myyyyyy CALLIGRAPHY! But wait, I will tell you later on my next post. Okay? because it's special for me. Ini menjadikan masa-masa akhir internshipku begiituuu berkesan.

So see you in the next post! 

Salam,

Irna